Mariana

FAUXLEFAM


The true mind can weather all the lies and illusions without being lost.
The true heart can tough the poison of hatred without being harmed.
Darkness thrives in the void, but always yields to purifying light.

I used to love you.
I used to love you so much.
I lost my well-being by doing so.
I tried to turn things around.

but you...
you wouldnt let me.
you wouldnt talk.
you wouldnt chat.

I cried, so did you.
I was confused.
I was traumatized.
I was heartbroken.
I wanted this to stop.

I said nice things.
so did you, but...

you did not understand.
you were confused too.
you said you loved me.
you send kisses.
I couldnt respond.
I lost it all once again.

and you...
you were furious
you were angry
you were mad
you wanted to break my heart.

I begged you for mercy. but...
you broke my heart...
again.

then...
you left.

I couldnt eat.
I couldnt sleep.
I cried day and night.
I hated life.
I wanted to take my own life.

but then...
I started to question myself, and...
I found the answer.
I've seen miracles.
I was blessed.
I started to rescue myself
I was happy for myself, but...
I was sad for you.
I wanted to help you.

but...

you lied to me.
you were talking on my back.
you became a hater yourself.

The princess I knew turned into a monster.
The person I thought was there, never existed.